He went back to her.
After everything…he went back. After everything, everything I did, and everyone else did for him. He went back to her, because she claims she’ll “change.” This hurts more than anything because Thursday I had told him that I liked him, and the next day he wants to make it work with her. How am I suppose to deal with that?
He knows how much I like him, and who was there for him when no one else would be? Me. Who did he call when he was upset? Me. He acts like it doesn’t even matter now, and that’s what upsets me. I put my ass on the line for him. I was the one who convinced Co-Erik not to fire him after he walked out (cause of her), I owe Erik huge for that, and now repaying us both back by getting back with her.
One of his friends said everything was his fault, that wasn’t true then, but it’s certainly true now because he know’s what she is capable of. I give them two weeks before the crap starts back up, but let me tell you what, no body wants to hear it now. He better not call or come crying to me because I won’t listen this time. He better not go to Paul or Matt, because they won’t listen either.
I’m just upset because he knows how much I like him, and he threw that away the next fucking day. How am I suppose to feel? Betrayed, angry, upset… They deserve each other now, he screwed himself.
I just can’t understand, why? Is the sex good or something because she lack’s everything else especially personality wise. She’s a spoiled little brat, and HE even said that, so why is he going back?
Is this what I get for pouring my heart out? Telling him everything? I feel so…betrayed and hurt…